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Weekend Reading: My Name Is Lucy Barton

Fans of Elizabeth Strout’s Olive Kitteridge (and Frances McDormand’s luminous portrayal of her in the HBO mini-series) have been waiting for Strout’s new novel, My Name Is Lucy Barton. They will recognize the tentative relationship between mother and daughter in this book and will immediately understand why reviews declare that silences have never held so much emotion and information. Our excerpt from the book, published by Random House last month, can be purchased online and through

THERE WAS A TIME, and it was many years ago now, when I had to stay in a hospital for almost nine weeks. This was in New York City, and at night a view of the Chrysler Building, with its geometric brilliance of lights, was directly visible from my bed. During the day, the Strout1webbuilding’s beauty receded, and gradually it became simply one more large structure against a blue sky, and all the city’s buildings seemed remote, silent, far away. It was May, and then June, and I remember how I would stand and look out the window at the sidewalk below and watch the young women—my age—in their spring clothes, out on their lunch breaks; I could see their heads moving in conversation, their blouses rippling in the breeze. I thought how when I got out of the hospital I would never again walk down the sidewalk without giving thanks for being one of those people, and for many years I did that—I would remember the view from the hospital window and be glad for the sidewalk I was walking on.


Elizabeth Strout. / Photo by Leonardo Cendamo.

To begin with, it was a simple story: I had gone into the hospital to have my appendix out. After two days they gave me food, but I couldn’t keep it down. And then a fever arrived. No one could isolate any bacteria or figure out what had gone wrong. No one ever did. I took fluids through one IV, and antibiotics came through another. They were attached to a metal pole on wobbly wheels that I pushed around with me, but I got tired easily. Toward the beginning of July, whatever problem had taken hold of me went away. But until then I was in a very strange state—a literally feverish waiting—and I really agonized. I had a husband and two small daughters at home; I missed my girls terribly, and I worried about them so much I was afraid it was making me sicker. When my doctor, to whom I felt a deep attachment—he was a jowly-faced Jewish man who wore such a gentle sadness on his shoulders, whose grandparents and three aunts, I heard him tell a nurse, had been killed in the camps, and who had a wife and four grown children here in New York City—this lovely man, I think, felt sorry for me, and saw to it that my girls—they were five and six—could visit me if they had no illnesses. They were brought into my room by a family friend, and I saw how their little faces were dirty, and so was their hair, and I pushed my IV apparatus into the shower with them, but they cried out, “Mommy, you’re so skinny!” They were really frightened. They sat with me on the bed while I dried their hair with a towel, and then they drew pictures, but with apprehension, meaning that they did not interrupt themselves every minute by saying, “Mommy, Mommy, do you like this? Mommy, look at the dress of my fairy princess!” They said very little, the younger one especially seemed unable to speak, and when I put my arms around her, I saw her lower lip thrust out and her chin tremble; she was a tiny thing, trying so hard to be brave. When they left I did not look out the window to watch them walk away with my friend who had brought them, and who had no children of her own.

—Elizabeth Strout

From the book My Name Is Lucy Barton by Elizabeth Strout. Copyright © 2016 by Elizabeth Strout. Reprinted by arrangement with Random House, an imprint of Random House, a division of Penguin Random House LLC. All rights reserved.

The Little Birds are flying the coop for the long weekend. We’ll be sitting around the fire catching up on books we’ve meaning to read. We hope you’ll do the same. Just in case, you need a list, some recommendations from our past posts. See you back here on Tuesday.

3 thoughts on “Weekend Reading: My Name Is Lucy Barton

  1. Aliya Carter says:

    Wow! What a great excerpt! Elizabeth Strout’s language is gentle, fluid and effortless like a long sip of lavender-infused chamomile tea while resting in your favorite chair, in a love filled home, on a cozy Sunday night. How inspiring, I can’t wait to read more of My Name is Lucy Barton.

  2. Lauren says:

    I’ll definitely be adding this book to my reading list!

  3. Janet Bennett says:

    Looking forward to reading this book about a mother-daughter relationship. Having been in a hospital for a couple of weeks several years ago, the line about looking out the window seeing women her age gaily walking around in their spring clothes struck a deep chord with me.

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